The dolls were goin' on road trips ~ workshops to see, artists to commune with and transformations to emerge through.
They needed a voice; the Travel Logs became a means of communicating their daunting experiences.
The Formationeers, too, had moments to share and procedural information to pass along.

  Click on The Essence Doll and each rotation to read their travel logs.
Anya  2nd   3rd

Oma Granny  2nd   3rd

Anaj  2nd   3rd

Jett Setter  2nd  3rd

Nameless  2nd   3rd

Grandpa Joe  2nd  3rd

Jana's artist's jots about Anya and Jett

Tuesday, May 31, 2005: I wrote to my doll partners: Hey everybody, I got out a box and put it next to my doll on the couch, to pack her up Saturday. I went to get some bubblewrap and stuff, and when I came back, my younger cat, Munch (the 20-pounder), was in the box. He was reaching his paw over the edge of the box and batting at my doll's hair. It seemed a shame to move them, so that's where the cat, the box and the doll have been, with a few momentary exceptions, ever since. I'll pack her up tonight. I guess I'll have to find another box. This one's now full of cat hair ... the cat really seems to like it. It will be hard to close her (my doll, not the cat) up in there. I can't wait to see Steve's Anya, though.

Thursday, June 2, 2005: I got Steve's doll yesterday afternoon. Here's what I wrote to him this morning:
Steve, Anya arrived yesterday! She's awesome! The first thing I noticed about her was that she arrived in the fetal position. When I unwrapped the bubble wrap, it was like she was being born. I sat and played with her all evening, figuring out how all her parts move. There are so many possibilities at this stage of the game ... my brain is hopping all over the place. I doubt I'll get much done here at work today -- I'll be thinking "doll" all day.

The second thing I noticed was how wonderful the drawings and diagrams are in your diary. Organized AND artistic ... that's not fair!

Sunday, June 5, 2005: This is so fun! I'm thinking of all sorts of things I want to try with Steve's doll. I find myself wanting to do EVERYTHING, but I know I need to leave something for everyone else to do. Of course, I haven't actually done ANYTHING yet. But, kind of like Dr. Frankenstein, I'm conducting gruesome hair experiments in my sunroom/laboratory. I have strands of "hair" and different types of "scalps" scattered about. I have a wood plank that I'm using as a stand-in for Anya, until I get things figured out. I have various "hairs" stuck to it and into it in various ways. I painted Anya's face white with primer. I think she looks a lot better. I then drew on some "makeup" - lips, eyes, eyebrows - with felt-tip markers. I remains to be seen whether that stays on or rubs off.

Thursday, June 9, 2005: I'm continuing to monitor the "hair" experiments. I've done two sets of hair - one cotton strings and one wire - both attached to Velcro bands, so they're removable. I have the string hair on her now. I kind of like the way it looks. It's funky.

Steve wants to meet in person to deliver Mr. Jett Setter to me. I think that's a great idea. Maybe I can show him what I've done to Anya, if he can stand it.

I don't like the fact that I'm not getting to actually work on the doll much lately. I've been busy with by regular job, and my husband, Butch, had knee surgery last week, so my time is full. After a short break this weekend to go to Cincinnati for baseball, I hope to make some doll progress.

Sunday, June 12, 2005: I've been feeling compelled to give Anya a "leotard." So I got up early this morning and started painting her blue, except for her head and hands. I cut some small squares from painter's tape and stuck them on her to leave unpainted diamond shapes. I then painted the diamond shapes lime green. I just did the bottom half of her body today; I needed to balance her on her back and head to dry. Next, I'll do the top half, and then I think I'll be done. She's looking really cool. I hope Steve will think so.

Monday, June 13, 2005: I put a first coat of blue on Anya's top half.

Tuesday, June 14, 2005: I put a second coat of blue on Anya's top half.

Wednesday, June 15, 2005: Joyce wrote:
Good Morning one & all!
I have finally returned to the delightful business at hand, working on my doll project. After having two shows back to back the past two weekends, it leaves very little time for anything fun. But with a 6-week window of opportunity, I'm back into the thick of it and having a fabulous time.

It seems like we have many jet setters this month. Travelers abounding going here & there....I hope all are safe and finding inspiration in their travels. But for those of us at home, the chatter seems to have dwindled, so I'll pose a few questions to get us to thinking and talking once again.

I'd like to get to know your artistic personalities. Tell me how you approach you art...methodical - with a plan, willynilly - whatever happens, happens, or some other way entirely. Pick a couple of words to describe your art style and then tell me if they are the same words that you would describe you personally.

Maybe they are the same, maybe they are totally different!

I'll go first.

My artistic approach is that I am usually inspired by color or texture. I love combining the two elements to create something new. I usually make things in stages, there are always projects in my workroom that are in various stages of completion. Many times a piece will undergo several progressions before it become what it is ... sometimes not what I envision originally. I'm a lot less organized artistically that I am personally. If you ask my friends, the words they might use to describe me might include organized, wise, humorous and patient. Not necessarily word that I would use to describe my art.

Now put on your thinking caps, I'm going back to my doll!

Joyce

So I wrote:
Hi Joyce and everyone,

Welcome back from back-to-back-shows exile, Joyce. I haven't been getting to do much doll or art stuff either because of my regular job and life in general. I have done a little doll stuff the last couple of evenings, and I hope to spend more time in my studio this weekend.

You pose the most interesting questions. And I'm glad you asked -- I've been missing the chatter too.

In addition to being a visual artist, I'm a word person. I've been in journalism for nearly 30 years, so words are important to me. I'm often inspired artistically by words and phrases. Something I hear or read will suggest an idea for a mask or a title for one. Titling my work is just as important to me as making the art itself.

Colors and shapes -- often geometric -- inspire much of my work. I use a lot of bright colors in all sorts of odd combinations. Influences include Native American art, African art, Picasso and colors of the Southwest and the tropics.

Artistically, I'm not much of a planner. I have some general idea of what I want to make when I get out a chunk of clay, but it often changes as I go. I don't usually draw anything in advance. (The exception would be that I sometimes sketch while on an airplane or waiting somewhere, like in an airport or doctor's office. Funny thing is, I rarely end up making anything from those sketches.)

I'm a little more organized in life than in art, but not much. I plan what I have to and take everything else as it comes. I'm not a worrier.

I'm one of those people who have lots of little piles of stuff on my desk, in my studio, around my house. They look like messes, but I know exactly where everything is -- in which pile. If I put it all away, I can't find anything.

My artwork is a way for me to express a goofy streak that I'm too shy to display myself. My masks are kind of crazy and fun, but I'm more timid and reluctant to try new things. I need a nudge. My husband is a very good nudger. He has all kinds of ideas for things I should do. He would say that I reject them all, but sometimes they sink in and percolate and I get some really good results from his ideas. I signed up for this project because I thought it might nudge me. And I was right. It's gotten me to try new things. In fact, I think I've become obsessed with heads. I've made several since finishing my doll. I don't know what I'll do with them ...

People would probably describe me as quiet, patient and kind, with a dry, warped sense of humor. I'm nice to everyone because I'll do most anything to avoid a confrontation. Which isn't always a good thing.

That's pretty much what I'm about. Probably more than anyone has time to read.
Got to get back to work,
Jana

Wednesday, June 15: I painted the lime-green diamond shapes on Anya's upper body. So she's all painted now. I'll let her dry before putting her hair back on.

Thursday, June 16: I put Anya's hair back on her head, and she looks really cute! Back when I first saw her curled up in her box, she somehow reminded me of a famous painting but I couldn't think of just what it was. Then I started thinking that she needed to be painted blue. Once I got her all painted, I realized that I had been thinking of Matisse's "Blue Nude IV," a cut-paper depiction of a solid blue woman. Today, I printed out a copy of the artwork from the Internet and posed Anya in a similar position and took their picture.

Friday and Saturday, June 17 and 18: I straightened up the house and worried about whether Steve would like what I had done to Anya.

Sunday, June 19: Steve and Sherry drove over from Nicholasville. They really seemed to like what I had done to Anya. Steve wanted to take a picture right away. He also took one of Anya and her new boyfriend, Gumby. Gumby usually sits in the rocking chair that Anya has been occupying in the sunroom. I think they've been fooling around back there. Steve, Sherry and I went to lunch and visited. We talked about our art and our families and backgrounds. It was really fun. I look forward to meeting all the other dollmakers too.

Mr. Jett Setter is a trip! He's a copper-tubing robot kind of doll. I'm going to have to do some thinking about what I can add to him. Steve gave him copper hair, some spiral innards that remind me of a moonshine still and a face imprinted on a CD. But the added "plumbing" is absolutely inspired. You can certainly tell he's male now! This should be fun.

I guess I'm done with Anya now. Between now and mailing time, I'll catch up with writing in her diary and make sure I have all her photos moved to the computer. I've really enjoyed getting to know her and figuring out what I could do for her. Now, it's up to Jeanette to write the next chapter.

Tuesday, July 5: I wrote to my fellow dollmakers -- Whew, coming back from a long holiday weekend makes for a load of work here at the ol' newspaper. I've been swamped all day.

I'm glad that Anya made it to Jeanette all right. Steve delivered Mr. Jett Setter to me in person. This is one amazing doll! And Steve did some really cool stuff to him -- including a bit of plumbing apparatus that re-enforces Joyce's contention that Mr. Setter is male. That, plus the funny face that Steve put on, make me laugh every time I look at him. I've been thinking all weekend about what I might be able to add. I also talked about the doll project to all my family and friends, and they all had ideas of their own. You know, every time I talk to somebody about this project, they get really excited about it and declare how much fun that would be. And they all have suggestions -- some better than others ...

I hope to really get started this weekend.
Y'all have a good week. Make art!

Saturday, July 9: Mr. Jett needs some hands. I've been thinking about what kind of hands for some time now. I decided to make one of his hands out of clay and the other out of something else. I want him to have one organic hand and one robotic hand. I thought about giving him a ray gun since he's very futuristic and Space-Age looking. But I decided I didn't want him to represent a DEstructive future; I wanted him to represent a CONstructive future. So I'll make one hand a tool of some sort - something that can build and repair.

For the clay hand, I rolled coils of clay for each finger and attached them all together onto a small flat piece of clay (the hand part). I left it to dry in the studio. It will take a few days to get good and dry. In the meantime, I will think about the other hand.

Friday, July 15: I've decided to make Jett's techno hand out of a multi-screwdriver tool that I acquired somewhere along the way and have been keeping safe in a drawer, apparently just for this purpose (who knew?). I took the tool and the copper cap from Jett's wrist to my neighborhood hardware store. I wanted to discuss with my hardware man how to best attach the tool to the cap so that it would rotate. My hardware man was not there, and I tried to discuss the project with two high school boys. They obviously thought I was nuts. Anyway, I came away with a few metal parts to tinker with. And one of the hardware boys suggested an easier way to attach the tool than I had in my head. So it wasn't a wasted trip.

I drilled a hole in the copper cap, stuck one of the four screwdrivers through the hole and glued it in place. It remains to be seen whether it will work or not. And I still have to figure out how to attach the cap back on the wrist (it's not long enough to fit over the wrist anymore).

Candi came over to interview me for the magazine article. The interview process was very interesting. Her questions made me think about some things that I hadn't considered before - about my art and about me.

Monday, July 18: I fired Jett's clay hand Sunday night, and it survived. I painted a geometric pattern on his wrist with liquid wax. Later I will apply some glaze and then high-fire the hand.

The weekend was wild - didn't get much doll or pottery work done. Our house was broken into and some valuable baseball cards were stolen, along with my purse and the camera that I've been using to document the doll adventure. Luckily, my husband and I and our cats are safe - and so is Jett.

I had cut out some disks of clay that I will decorate and use to cover the plastic hub of the screwdriver device I'm using as his tool hand. I have pressed geometric shapes around the edges of the disks and in the center I have pressed the runic letters for J and S, his initials. I made three sets of disks in different sizes and shapes. When I see how they turn out, I'll choose a set for his hand.

At some point over the past few days, I listened to the songs on the CD that Joyce has included with Jett's diary. I can see how the songs relate to her doll project. The lyrics talk about how children come through us but don't belong to us. They belong to a future that we can't be part of. The a cappella women's group makes beautiful music. I might have thought that heavy-metal rock would have been more suited to a copper-pipe doll, but that's just me.

Thursday, July 21: I high-fired Jett's clay hand, and it turned out beautifully. I glued it on the copper cap at the end of his wrist.

Sunday, July 24: I glazed the disks for Jett's tool hand and put them in the kiln to high-fire.

Monday, July 25: I took the clay disks out of the kiln and glued one on each side of Jett's tool hand. Looks pretty cool.

Tuesday, July 26: This month, Candi asked us to consider the question of "My Doll vs. Group Doll." This is what I sent her.
At this point in the adventure, I continue to consider my essence doll mostly "my doll." Judging by comments from some of the other dollmakers, they feel the same way about their dolls. Some of the dollmakers talk about their dolls as if they were children. I have made similar analogies. But the more I think about it, the difference with me is that I never considered my doll my child; I considered her to be me -- not me exactly, but a symbol of myself. So passing along the doll I started was not like sending a child out into the world. It was like putting myself out there for a makeover.

Until a few days ago, I still felt strongly about Anaj being "my doll." I think that's because I hadn't seen any pictures of what had been added to her. As soon as I saw Lee Ann's photo of her with Jeanette's jewelry and Lee Ann's dress, I started to think of her a little more as a "group doll."

When Steve's Anya came to me, I definitely saw her as "his doll." I was the first to add to it. When I got Joyce's doll from Steve, it felt like it belonged to both of them. I hadn't seen the doll in person in its original state, so Steve's additions were an integral part of the whole, to my mind.

In short, this seems to be an evolving process. As the dolls evolve, my view of them evolves. At the end, I may consider them all "group dolls," but I think I will still be attached to the one I started.
Jana John


I attached Jett's tool hand to his wrist with a length of copper pipe and a little copper sleeve. I think I may have to glue the pipe pieces together because the hand is pretty heavy.

Wednesday, July 26: I attached Jett's tool hand to his wrist with a length of copper pipe and a little copper sleeve. I think I may have to glue the pipe pieces together because the hand is pretty heavy, and it might slide right off.

Thursday, July 27: I bought a new camera (to replace the stolen one) and photographed Jett. I don't have many interim photos because I didn't have a camera. I will probably tinker with how the hands are attached for a bit longer and then pack him up and send him to Jeanette on Monday. It's been a real treat to share some time with Jett Setter. It's my fervent hope that someone will give him some broader feet. The poor boy keeps toppling over!

Thursday, July 27: This morning, Joyce wrote to us:
My doll versus group doll
I've done a lot of thinking and growing this time around. I'm thinking more about the doll in my possession and less about "my doll" and where he is right now. Although I've wondered what is happening to him & how he looks it seems less important this month than it did last month. Does this mean that "absence" doesn't make the heart grow fonder? Perhaps I'm more the "out of sight, out of mind" type person. Hmmm.

Now that we're at the midway point of this project, I wonder about things and how they might have been done differently. What would have happened at the beginning if we had discussed our plans more & had a more cohesive game plan in place for each doll's progression. Would we have done things differently? Assigned tasks or made creative suggestions? I think maybe if we had, there would be more discussion amongst ourselves as a group, and then perhaps they truly would have been more of a "group" doll. Not that what we are doing is a bad thing, or wrong…I guess it's like middle age; it sneaks up on you and you think about what ifs every now and then. Hmmm.

That makes me wonder about the final stages of this project. Will it be like the end stages of life? Will there be a sense of finality and letting go of things to move on to the next level…hmmm.

I've spent a delightful afternoon with an artist friend of mine. She is older than me and wiser too, I suspect. Over a delightful pot of chamomile tea, I shared with her some of my experiences with this project and she explained that it's a good thing for me…I'm remembering how to "play". I think that as artists, we occasionally forget why we do this stuff in the first place…Thanks Virginia, for reminding me what's important.

I wrote back:
Joyce, you always give me interesting things to think about. I think that the way in which this project was set up has created a unique situation. It poses the question "How will a group of artists, unknown to each other personally and professionally, collaborate on a work of art?" I think if we had met at the beginning and formed a plan, this would be an entirely different project. I think if we had been a group of artists who knew each other already, this would be an entirely different project. There probably would have been more specific expectations. I'm sure I would have enjoyed those sorts of adventures too. But, the elements of surprise and the unknown are intriguing to me. This type of structure -- or lack thereof -- has sparked my willingness to try new directions and -- bless your friend's heart -- rekindled my joy in "playing."
I really enjoy pondering the "what ifs" of this adventure.



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